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HHH Rehersal
May. 14th, 2004 02:37 pmWell I was only about half an hour late...
It was a really good rehersal, missed K~, hope she will be there on Sunday. I got to talk about Marilyn's life for awhile and express a growing concern of mine: I know I'm going to have to let this all go at the end, but I have been worried that this will result in my using her for this production and then throwing her aside when we're done, just like so many other people in her life have. Medusa had a wonderful solution: begin to regard her as a beloved ancestor and but her on my ancestor alter every Sowen. I haven't ever done an ancestor alter befor but will have to start. This definately raised my spirits.
It was a really good rehersal, missed K~, hope she will be there on Sunday. I got to talk about Marilyn's life for awhile and express a growing concern of mine: I know I'm going to have to let this all go at the end, but I have been worried that this will result in my using her for this production and then throwing her aside when we're done, just like so many other people in her life have. Medusa had a wonderful solution: begin to regard her as a beloved ancestor and but her on my ancestor alter every Sowen. I haven't ever done an ancestor alter befor but will have to start. This definately raised my spirits.
